I hate that I Love You so (day 4)

Yeah… hey… Oh…

That’s much I love you (yeah)
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)
And I can’t stand ya
Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile (no… oh…)

‘Cuz you won’t let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can’t remember what you did

But I hate it…
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long that’s wrong

But I hate it…
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t want to fuss… and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah…)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you…)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah…)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh…)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it’s not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I… love you beyond the reason why (why…)
And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you (yeah…)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me…

Yeaahhh… Oohh…

And I hate that I love
You soooooooo!

As much I love you (as much as I need you oh…)
As much as I need you (oooh… as so much I love you)
As much I love you (oh…)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go (but I just can’t let you go no…)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so… soo…

Hey there, this was supposed to be the fourth entry of this month long endurance of agony but something came up that night of September fourth. I can’t figure out what to write that day so I just skippped writing and assumed that something will hit me until the day is over and about 7:00 in the evening, I received a text message from her. This time it is not a wrong sent message. This was really for me. I know it. The content was the chorus of this song. Yeah, that is why this is the song of this day. After reading this, I was motionless and I don’t know what to do. Will I reply back or will I stand by her rules and continue this one month long thingy.

And so I just replied, “Hey is there something wrong? I’ve just read your message”

After a while, no message came up in my phone, so I presumed that its just a bluff, after arriving home, she replied with these few lines.

“Oh nothing I was just missing you that’s all.”

After that, I didn,t know if a smirk or a smile came up my face. But I think I was touched by her words. Damn she is still my weakness after all. After exchanging a few thoughts like “have you eaten?” and “how are you?” I came directly to my point and asked…

“Is that really all you want to say?”

“Yup”

“Really”

“What else do you want to hear from me?”

Wow, nice one, I was surprised by her reply so I just replied…

“Nothing, it’s just that I have a field trip tomorrow and I am dead tired. I think I’m going to hit the blankets.”

Then the drama begins, she asked me for ten more minutes and she just threw some lines which made me mushy all over. God, I didn’t know what to do. When she asked for forgiveness I just said yes. I was hesitant at first but, I really love her and I don’t want to loose her. Sigh.

The day ended with the usual goodnights of each other and some exchange of sweet thoughts wich I really, really missed.

So that is it. I think this would be an early dead end for this series of post. If something came up, I will update you. See you later

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I'm just a Computer Science student finding his way into the internet when suddenly he encountered different blog sites and had the interest to have his own one.

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